i havent been on this for ages and i miss it
growing up is nasty, im trying to stay away from it but my struggle to stay naive and carefree is going down the drain
ive been really sick the last few months, galway water has a parasite that they didnt tell us about untill everyone was already dieing ill, me included
between school and work i have no time to write anymore and i miss it. im enjoying art college but its nothing like i thought it would be, maybe thats cuz its first year and were being jerked around the place all the time, with no teachers and briefs that dont make sense and stupid deadlines
hopefull next year will be better.
im trying to stay really strong this year.
i need to learn to take care of things and just get over the petty things
i bought runners today for the first time in 8 years.
it feels weird not to be in chucks...but if you were on your feet from 8 in the morning until 11 at night, youd understand...
im worried to death about my brother...im actually praying that he passes his leaving cert.
i cant imagine him repeating next year, but he doesnt seem to arsed.
i know hel go mental if he stays in this town for much longer, but where your here for so long, you kinda forget that there is a world out there, you just need to work a little to get there.
i miss people i havent seen since we moved here. and i wonder how their doing and where they are. its amazing how many people ive lost since i was 13
i guess im just shit at fighting for myself.